I Am A Sinner

I am a sinner...

I don't want to stop...

I am a sinner

I sing melody of lies

When I'm thirsty I spit curses

People dying is my morning prayer

I am a sinner

Pornography is an art for me

Truth irritates my vision

See people need help, choose to ignore 'em

I am a sinner

Others are red, mine is black

Hatred is sunny day for me and evil plans is my future

I have committed thousand murders inside

I am a sinner

People cover ears as I say

Turn faces from my eyes

Even my love and feeling burn them

I am a sinner

I don't know what to do

I don't want to meet God

I don't want to stop... can't be stopped

Sometimes, I feel I am not a sinner

Friends shout "Barbarians!" when they beat people

They yell "Savages!" as they burn buildings into dusts

People whisper "I know the truth..." and their mouths're suddenly shut

Perhaps, I am not a sinner

But I don't want to say I am close to God

Because people who claim it

They often seems further than I am

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That's all