Tick tock, tick tock.
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Alright, I possess no comprehension about what an ode is at all. So, ignore that goddamn diction because 2016 is coming to an effing end while I'm writing this down.
This morning, I woke up with a realization of how alone I really am. Then, wondered, will there be a company in the next year? Someone to be my company and a company to give me a job. I need both.
While waiting I recalled that I died several times in 2016. It was both beautiful and painful. Death has always been, is, and will always be beautiful. To be buried in the rain is everyone's dream. Pity, nobody was there during my funeral.
Besides the realization mentioned above, the most recent thing that I had and did when waking up were having severe lower back pain and downloading JOOX. The shitty pain ended up with meds for the muscle, the joint, and the nerve, plus some painkiller. However the meds don't go so well because it's still painful to walk.
Well, about JOOX. Finally I downloaded this app after deleting several other apps + checking my not-so-good playlist on the phone. Nothing important about the app btw.
The year is coming down with many stars, pity I wasn't a star. 2016 has been not good and ended up badly. Wishing there will be another death of me in early 2017 to wash off the damnation I swam into during 2016 I hasn't made up what I wanna have and do in 2017, but bring it on